I have a gift for writing, but it seems as if I will nver be published in the traditional manner by a book publisher. The style, manner, or method of writing is irrelevent to me. If something needs written, I will do it at a very high level. Only one thing has changed over the years for me in regards to writing. I don’t care about book publishers anymore. They have no regard for me and I have no regard for them. In the past, I did everything possible in that area without any success. That road is no longer travelled.
As for blogging, this is my fourth or fifth go at it. My attitude has changed here too. How many likes or follows I get doesn’t matter at all. If you follow me or like a particular post, that’s fine. If you don’t follow me or like a particular post, that’s fine too. I no longer seek value worth, and self-gratification through others. As a person, I will not change to please others. As a writer, I am the same.
If I am not popular, I don’t care. If i am not trending, I don’t care. I write now as I live now, for myself. I am a good man and I am a good writer. If that leaves me alone and unpublished. So be it. My existence and my value is not tobe validated by others. I am my own man. I have my own mind and will not be swayed by groups large or small.
I am unique. I am an endangered species of one. There is no one on Earth like me and there will never be. This is a point of pride with me. I like me. I like who I am and the man I have become. I am better now than I have ever been. I will not be someone else to please others and I will not write to please others. I will just continue trying to be the best person and I the best writer I can be. If nothing results from my doing so, I am completely at peace with that